2013

2013 bermula dengan..ok la kot..
sedih..sebab dah break dengan my ex..sedih sangat.. T_T
it was my fault pun, so padan muka i..i miss him soo much..but he deserve someone better i think..
i am just not good enough for him..for his almost perfect life.. i am a mess, i don't deserve anyone.. :(

anyway, I harap dia akan happy tanpa I..yela, dah dengan i mesti dia tension layan kerenah i yang sumpah demanding and mengada. i need to change that.. bila fikir-fikir balik, kesian all my ex kena tahan dengan perangai i.. My bff pun berdoa harap i berubah.. I pray now..yeah, for the 1st time in my life, i pray.. and bila berdoa lepas solat tu i mintak Allah hilangkan sedih i..sambil I menangis.. I didn't ask for it, it just happen.. oh yea, insyaallah I akan sambut raya di Mekah tahun ni dengan family.. :)

Hmm..luah kat blog ni macam orang meroyan, i know..tapi i dah x de tempat nak luah, so sini jelah..i am pathetic, i know. sigh~

After borak dengan bff, i dah makin tenang.. Sekarang I berserah kepada jodoh dan takdir. Harapan memang ada..Sampai bila pun i akan menaruh harapan, tapi i percaya pada qada dan qadar Allah.. He knows better.. :)

Insyaallah I will survive. Life will go on whether you like it or not, whether you prepare or not.. Dengan izin Allah, I can.. ^_^