Wednesday, May 29, 2013

love is eternity

i told ya that i love u more. u didn't believe me. we broke up like 7 month i think. and i still love you. i hate this feeling. you have no idea how much it hurts.. :(

but you my dear, looks like you have moved on with another girl. lucky her, i say. it proved that you didn't love me as much as i do. but it's ok. it always one person who will love the most. i know that i hurts you at the past, but just so you know, i regret what i have done. i do. but things wont't be the same again, no matter how much i pray to have you back. no. it's impossible.

I want to forget u so badly. cause it hurts me so badly too. just listening to your name is enough to give me heart ache. not hating way, the sad way.. and my parents? yeah, they love you. keep saying things like "bakal menantu", "pergi dubai" and stuff. they have no idea how sad i am listening to that. but i keep the happy face cause i know that how much they want us to get back together, it is impossible.

i don't know how much i've cried when our memories appeared. and i'm still crying. i don't know love can hurts so bad. :( but someday i will be ok. it just the matter of time. till then, i'll wait.