thank you allah

thank you allah cause you has fulfill one of my dream ever. to get back with him.after almost 8 month, now he come back to me. God knows how much i love him. how much i suffered from losing him. now that we has get back together, no words can describe how happy i am. sometimes i will just sit and smiled like crazy person and thinking how lucky i am and it makes me cry. I never expect i will get him back cause i thought he hated me already but it seems that my thought is wrong.. :) i lose you once, i won't lose you again. i learned a lot while u gone. i realized my stupid mistakes and i promise you insyaallah i won't repeat that mistake again..

thank you allah for this great person in my life.. :)

love is eternity

i told ya that i love u more. u didn't believe me. we broke up like 7 month i think. and i still love you. i hate this feeling. you have no idea how much it hurts.. :(

but you my dear, looks like you have moved on with another girl. lucky her, i say. it proved that you didn't love me as much as i do. but it's ok. it always one person who will love the most. i know that i hurts you at the past, but just so you know, i regret what i have done. i do. but things wont't be the same again, no matter how much i pray to have you back. no. it's impossible.

I want to forget u so badly. cause it hurts me so badly too. just listening to your name is enough to give me heart ache. not hating way, the sad way.. and my parents? yeah, they love you. keep saying things like "bakal menantu", "pergi dubai" and stuff. they have no idea how sad i am listening to that. but i keep the happy face cause i know that how much they want us to get back together, it is impossible.

i don't know how much i've cried when our memories appeared. and i'm still crying. i don't know love can hurts so bad. :( but someday i will be ok. it just the matter of time. till then, i'll wait.

tired of writing

is it ok if i post a video? my video of cause. hahahha.. well, i have to give it a try.. :D

i got a burn :(

   hey guys.. I terkena minyak panas semalam. sakit sangat.. :(  malang betul rasa. baru nak masak spageti.. lepas kena tu mak bawak i pergi klinik. tapi doctor tu cakap dia x dapat buat pape so kiteorang pegi KPJ hospital kat Perda. oh my, service kat situ sangat2 lambat plus, doctor x ade bila malam so yang rawat i medical officer je. lambat gila nak tunggu dia rawat.. dah la mahal.. :(

that officer give me this cream. silver cream amende ntah untuk rawat burn. susah la nak buat keje dengan luka ni. susah. serius. my mom pulak risau nanti tinggal parut. but now kan ade laser treatment. mahal tapi.. mahal lah.. :D

i wish i have a boyfriend untuk mengadu domba.. T_T ahad ni nak balik arau dah. assignment ape satu pun x sentuh lagi. i'm dead. urghhhhh. this is boring...

Convocation

Lupa nak update pasal convo.. Ishhh...

Ha, I convo haritu bulan 11. Berapa haribulan ntah x ingat sebab dah lama. heheh.. Held at UITM Shah Alam, the main campus.

And now i'm oficially a diploma holder.. ^_^

Getting older

Soooooo... 3/3/2013 haritu birthday i yang ke 22.. hehehe.. tuanye rasa.. :(

Masa birthday tu memang rasa suck gila sebab balik Arau pun x de sape kat rumah. Lepastu bergaduh dengan si dia.. ish... Boleh conclude, the worst birthday ever la senang cerita..

The week after. Ke 2 minggu lepas tu entah, i dengan budak rumah pergi makan kat Dapur Ibuku, Kangar. Tetiba, abang waiter datang kat meja kiteorang bawak cake. Budak-budak rumah i pun nyanyi la lagu happy birthday.. I pun ikut la nyanyi sekali.. Sekali dorang nyanyi " Happy birthday to Amal..." heheheh..

me love them.. hug~~~

wake up call

Hey2.. ^_^

As you guys know (perasan ramai follower) i dah start solat kan.. 1 thing i realize bila solat ni, i rasa tenang je.. And bila dah start solat, bila nak tinggal tu mesti rasa bersalah.. kan?kan? heheh..

Ouh and pasal berhijab.. Haritu pergi kelas ctu, i pakai la tudung. Eh selendang. sebab rasa x sedap bila the previous class ustaz sentuh pasal aurat sikit. Class before tu pun pakai tudung, tapi pakai selimpang kat bahu jelah. Setakat tutup rambut. Get what i mean? Yeah, sekarang ni ramai dah pakai tudung.. Tapi yang betul-betul2 menutup aurat sangat sedikit. Termasuk lah i.. -.-"

Ok2.. So kelas berikutnye i pun pergi la kelas pakai selendang. Lilit-lilit semua and yang paling penting, tutup melebihi paras dada. Bila i pergi kelas, kena jalan about 5-10 minute nak sampai kelas. Bila i berjalan tu, x tau lah kenapa, i rasa save sangat. Rasa selamat. Selamat dari pandangan orang. Entah lah.. Maybe sebab hijab i? Maybe.

Niat nak pakai tudung tu memang dah lama. Tapi entah lah. Mungkin satu hari nanti... Doa-doakan i.. ^_^