2013

2013 bermula dengan..ok la kot..
sedih..sebab dah break dengan my ex..sedih sangat.. T_T
it was my fault pun, so padan muka i..i miss him soo much..but he deserve someone better i think..
i am just not good enough for him..for his almost perfect life.. i am a mess, i don't deserve anyone.. :(

anyway, I harap dia akan happy tanpa I..yela, dah dengan i mesti dia tension layan kerenah i yang sumpah demanding and mengada. i need to change that.. bila fikir-fikir balik, kesian all my ex kena tahan dengan perangai i.. My bff pun berdoa harap i berubah.. I pray now..yeah, for the 1st time in my life, i pray.. and bila berdoa lepas solat tu i mintak Allah hilangkan sedih i..sambil I menangis.. I didn't ask for it, it just happen.. oh yea, insyaallah I akan sambut raya di Mekah tahun ni dengan family.. :)

Hmm..luah kat blog ni macam orang meroyan, i know..tapi i dah x de tempat nak luah, so sini jelah..i am pathetic, i know. sigh~

After borak dengan bff, i dah makin tenang.. Sekarang I berserah kepada jodoh dan takdir. Harapan memang ada..Sampai bila pun i akan menaruh harapan, tapi i percaya pada qada dan qadar Allah.. He knows better.. :)

Insyaallah I will survive. Life will go on whether you like it or not, whether you prepare or not.. Dengan izin Allah, I can.. ^_^

color color color

I sekarang kat Starbuck sorang2..gagagagaga...tengah buat account ayah I ni.bosan gila bila dah sorang2 camni.. :(

ouh nak cerita pasal rambut lagi ni..ehem2..so..i dyed my hair..hee..I dye masa bulan 4 ke 5 haritu ntah..At first i cuba dye guna pewarna rambut Shurah copper red kalau x silap..or nama melayu dia kayu manis.. :) 

tapi bila dah color, ceh! x nampak color pun..I siap pakai 2 kotak lagi tapi sama je..pastu minggu depannye pergi Watson beli pewarna rambut Liese hair bubble pulak.. :) ala..yang guna macam shampoo tu..sumpah senang gila..x tumpah kat lantai macam Shurah..I guna warna 'milk tea brown'.. :)

This one sangat ok! tapi yang x best sebab color dia nampak bila ada cahaya je..tapi ok untuk orang yang x nak color rambut yang terang2.. :) kalau nak terang guna yang blonde terus la kot?

bila dah nak raya rambut baru dah tumbuh atas so kena la renew kan..kalau x buruk benar rasanye..dalam 2 minggu lepas i color lagi sekali rambut guna liese hair bubble jugak..sangat puas hati.. :) gambar rambut i macam malas nak upload..tapi ada kat post yang before ni..

ok bye.. v^_^v

my love is my hair

the thing is..i really2 love my hair..heee..so, i will do almost anything to make it perfect..but of cos, everyone has their bad hair day rite?me too! i had it almost everyday..but that only happen if i let my hair dry by itself, didn't comb my hair and etc..

i have a rebonding hair since i was 16 years old and i keep renew it every year..but this year i get bored with straight hair so i changed my hair to digital perm..well..the result is not well satisfactory..but i love that my hair isn't so straight anymore, so i can use curling iron to curl my hair.. :) before this, it was too hard to do because it will only last for maximum 2 days.. :)

my hair care product after the perming is serum..i love the serum so much! it makes my hair so soft and shiny!.. :) i use the serum after blow drying my hair to only 80% because dry it to max can damage your hair..if you leave your hair without hair drying it, you will notice that your hair is more dull compare if you actually hair drying it.. :)

my hair after hair drying and serum.

my hair dryer is from Princess. i got it for free when my parent bought a refrigerator long long ago.. =p but you can get it in Tesco too.. :)

my serum which i love so so much. i bought it from Plum Saloon in Bukit Mertajam.. :)

i use mousse, hair spray and curling iron to curl my hair.
my mousse is studio curl power from Loreal.

my hair spray from Lucido. it actually super strong..you can choose how strong your hair spray is..the stronger it is, the longer it will hold your hair at place..but sure is harder to wash.. :)

then my curling iron from Philip.

 Taddaaaaa!

my hair after all the chemical product and direct heat..hahahaha..don't do this to often or you will literally damages your hair..This time i dress up and put the make up on because i'm going out for a dinner..

bye bye.. ^_^

good luck amal

^_^
ok lah..disebabkan result I jatuh haritu masa sem 6 so semangat berkorbar2 untuk bangun kembali(ewwaahh kau) dah datang..Mana ada jeles kan tengok yang pergi anugerah dekan haritu.. T_T

So azam kali ni..nak..heeee..nak dapat naib canselor macam Hanis Zalikha..Well..kena belajar betul2 la camtu..x bley berat otak dah lepasni..Insyaallah demi mak ayah dan maruah, I akan belajar betul2..x nak main2 dah..I nak buktikan dekat orang yang gelakkan I dulu, yang cakap I x boleh berjaya, that : everything is possible with effort and izin Allah..Im not a smart girl to start with. I bukan yang sekali baca je dah boleh komfem A time exam..NO..I have to give twice effort than others..Its okay, dengan usaha apa pun boleh jadi.. ^_^

lagi pun Mr bf janji nak blanje bag Coach kalau dapat naib canselor..amin..heheh..plus, ayah cakap kalau result I ok dia boleh recommend i dalam company kawan dia kat KL tu..dekat sikit dengan Mr bf..hee..k bye.

my wajib beli/buat list

Ok..I jenis yang mahukan semua benda selagi boleh..Dah dapat 1, I mesti nak benda lain pulak..Bukan x pernah bersyukur..tapi tapi..urgghhhhhhhh....

ok..First i nak bag! Branded bag of coz.. ^_^ Whether

THIS OR

THIS..heheheh..

Then..my angan-angan lagi nak PERGI LUAR NEGARA..Kalau boleh nak duduk dalam 3-4 tahun..Itu kalau boleh la..Angan-angan dari form 3 kot..huhuhu..Kalau x dapat, duduk 2 minggu pun jadi la..huhuhu..Teringin gila nak pergi Perancis, or Italy or United States.. ^_^ Nak sangat-sangat..huhuh...huhuh(annoying)

Lagi lagi..I nak Iphone.. ^_^

ni Iphone 4 kot..I nak tunggu Iphone 5..x sabar..heheheh..

Nampak x sekarang apa yang I nak?heheh..Macam-macam lagi I nak..but for now ni la dulu..tapi I x nak la guna duit orang lain..Insyaallah I akan simpan duit sendiri untuk dapatkan apa yang I nak..Go amal GO!!!

p/s : Goddai...

my little ex roomate

So..Sem 6 I dapat sorang roomate baru..tehee..Mula-mula macam awkward sebab x pernah bercakap before ni even pernah jadi toiletmate masa sem 3..heheh..Nama makcik comel ni Hidayah Taufiq..

Gambar ni masa Graduation Night..Me kat belakang tu..ehhehe...Makcik comel kat depan tu pakai ala-ala hindustan..Sari dia cantik, silk lagi okiey.. ^_^

Weh roomies! me miss you la..Bila mau jumpa ni?aishhh..ouh, nama dia Hidayah tapi kita panggil dia Anne.. :) Anne ni la peneman setia I kalau nak ke mana-mana..rajin dia teman I..Pergi makan dia teman, nak cari baju for dean night dia teman, pergi datng pun dia teman.heee...

Dear anne,
Thank you for being a good friend to me this entire 1 semester..I really do appreciate that and I hope we will meet again someday k..mmuuaahhhxxx3...

Ni gambar anne guna my lappy webcam tapi x padam..hehehehe..

rindu tapi malas

i am the kind of person who miss my friend so darn MUCH but sadly i am a freakin lazy texter..boleh macam tu?hahahahah..in my case, BOLEH..

Rindu nak keluar lepak-lepak macam kat Bangi dulu.. :(  Rindu kawan-kawan yang keluar belajar sekali sampai pukul 3-4 pagi..Duduk MCD sampai mata lebam untuk siapkan assignment yang bertimbun-timbun, rindu nak shopping kat MidValley, try makan kat tempat-tempat baru...dan macam-macam lagi..

Dah duduk rumah ni susah dah la nak buat macam tu..kawan-kawan rapat semua jauh..Yang kawan kat Penang sibuk je memanjang.. :( Rindu sangat-sangat.. T_T