Interview HSBC

Well.. My previous post dah tulis yang I resign from my current company so basically I'm desperately seeking for a new job now. I did go to a few interview in the last 2 month. 1st company yang I pergi ialah HSBC Electronic Data Processing (M) Sdn Bhd. So nak cerita pengalaman interview dia macam mana.

I apply through jobstreet. Apply about 10 minutes then somebody called me from HSBC Philippines. There was 10 minutes phone interview. Interview punya interview dia mintak datang face to face interview the next coming week. I sampai HSBC tu around 12 pm. Dia ada 2 stage which is 1st, grammar test. Dah lepas test baru dapat interview. kalau fail test bye bye lah citer dia. Yang datang tu around 40 people I think. Yang lepas test ada la around 20 kot.

Ok, so test dia x de la susah gila ke. Tapi confusing jugak and 1 soalan ada 30 saat sahaja. x sempat jawab rugi la 1 soalan. Oh and it was a computer test. Alhamdullillah I lepas test dia. Then I tunggu la turn untuk interview. Nasib la dapat sorang or 2 org interviewer. I dapat 2 org. Both indian guy. one guy like to smile and another guy seems so serious. But I guess it just him try to acting garang. hee.. Soalan dia basic la tanya pasal pengalaman kerja, strengh and weaknesses, and banyak sangat lagi. I rasa interview I ada la 40 minit kot.

I habis interview around 7pm. So 7 jam I tunggu dari nak test sampai interview. So sape2 kalau dapat interview to make sure prepare your mental and fizikal ok. Makan siap2 and bawak la bekal ke ape. Ha and orang HSBC call I 2 hari lepas and bagitau I berjaya dapat kerja tu. Tapi.. I pun x tau lagi macam mana. Gaji dia memang menarik. Tapi U kena willing untuk kerja waktu yang agak odd. Sebab this is international company so U kena deal dengan orang dari negara luar la. Let say U kena jaga UK punya region. Kita kena ikut waktu kerja dorang and waktu cuti dorang. No raya2 whatsoever. Kita boleh apply la kot. Dapat x dapat belakang cerita.

So.. I'm still thinking bout this job. Hope by this month I dapat la petunjuk ke ape pasal ni.

I'm working~~~

Dah lama x pos kat blog ni. Berhabuk bersawang semua ada. Last I post sini I think about my heart broke or something. hahaha.. So the guy that I was so in love with, left me. Well.. I don't give a f**k anymore bout him. Dah berapa bulan break pun I dah x ingat. :p

I do have a new bf now. But this time I just want to keep it low. What I can say is he such a nice guy. Nicer than any guy that I used to meet.. hehe.. But I won't give so much hope this time. I do love him but let's Allah plan the best for me. As for me, I do hope he is the one for me. :)

Anyway, I'm working now. Wohoo.. nahh.. not that wohoo. I am not that happy anyway. I just hoping to continue my Master Degree after degree but my parents ask me to work. T_T Long story short, I resign from my current company yang berkuatkuasa 31/1/2015. What I'm going to do after this? Entah lah.. Jobless~~~

Stop accusing, it's bad for your heart

What will you feel when people questioning your loyalty? I don't know bout you but I'm hurt. Really hurt. For some people, they might just explaining the real thing to their partner and might begging to trust them too but I don't want to. Why should I explaining thing that I didn't do. He don't trust me. That his trust issue, not mine. I never been faithfull to any guy. Never. But this time I did because I can never love any guy the way I love him.  So when people accused me on thing I didn't do, geez dude, you have an issue. Go fix that before you hurt another person after this.

Sincerely, me.


“No matter how many people believe or don’t believe in you, you must be
the ultimate believer in yourself!”

Loyalty sucks

I used to be called bitch for jumping from another guy to another. They don't know I did that just to protect my heart. I used to be loyal to a guy when I was 18. And when I'm loyal, it's mean that he can crush my heart so badly. When we broke up, even though I found his replacement, it took me 2 years to actually erased him completely from my heart. How's that happened? Well 2 years after we broke up, we met. We got kinda attached again and this time, he did something that took my dignity in the lowest bottom. It hurts so much that I literally cannot stop crying for the whole day. My tears just don't want to stop cause it's to painful to handle. I was devastated. But I'm grateful he hurt me this time cause when the tears dried, my feeling for him has totally gone. I don't know how it's happened, it just happened.

My point is, I'm scared to be loyal. I am loyal right now with my bf. and being loyal to him has made me vulnerable. I can get so hurt from just missing him. I get hurt for the smallest thing and I hate it. I hate the feeling when you love a person too much, you automatically gives that person a pass to hurt you.

Being a bitch sometimes is much more better than being a saint...

Hong Kong trip 2

Turkish food. nyum2..

ok, after went to Madame Tussads, Avenue of stars is our next stop. It just 15 minutes walk from our guest house.. :)

Finally, Disneyland. heee

Sinba the musical.. ^_^

The view from their library. Really beautiful..

eating chinese food at last. sedap... :)

Ok, thats it. I want to make a full journey. I mean the cost, what train station you should use and etc but I forgot already. heee.. bye2

Hong Kong trip

I went to Hong Kong like a month ago if i'm not mistaken. It was a week after raya. Well, we supposed go to Umrah but Arab Saudi government don't want to give out visa because Haji season is coming. Yeah, so we went to Hong Kong instead. heheh..

I was so excited since it is the 3rd country i visited after Thailand and Indonesia. Honestly, Hong Kong to me is like Singapore + Kuala Lumpur. Why? There's a lot of chinese, tourists, their building and train is just like the combination of the 2 states. We stay at a guest house cause the hotels are quite expensive since China has the most citizens compare to other countries. And there's not enough place to fit all the people. Even the guest house is quite expensive. You can stay at 3 star hotel in Malaysia with the money. huhu..

Their people are not so friendly. It's almost usual to be scold by the taxi driver or restaurant waiter. That's just how they are and nothing you can do about that. Just "keringkan hati" and you'll be fine. Communication is not a problem since majority of the Hong Kong people can speak a very good english. Before you go to overseas trip, make sure to check the weather first. When we went there, it's the typhoon season. So yeah, we walk through the rain and the heavy wind. But overall, we enjoyed our trip and I've gained a new perspective towards this city.. :)

The above pictures is on our first day in Hong Kong. We went to their library but they almost close so we went back there on the last day. We ate at indian restaurant. Quite pricey but delicious though.. :)

was so excited to go to Disneyland.... This picture is in their train to the Disneyland. Cute huh?

Sadly, Disneyland was closed due to the typhoon.. :(

We went to the Disneyland hotel. The hotel is magnificent. But couldn't afford it though. heee

After that we went to Madame Tussauds at The Peak. You can choose to go there by their tram which just like train at Bukit Bendera, Penang. We went up there by taxi and go back by the tram.

 Found nescafe at their 7e. heee

My soulmate, mr Johny Depp.. <3

3rd and 4th day on next post.. ^_^

Stuck between two

Lol. You think I can't guess the truth behind all this chaos? I'm 22. Not 12. I know there's something wrong bout the story I heard. Anyway, it just one side of story that has been told. Sampai bila2 pun aku x kan tau sape betul sape salah. Itu aku aware. Both side wanna win. But I choose to be with the side that do not say harsh words to me through twitter. Social network brings more negative than positive isn't they? Sigh~~

Even if I heard your side of story, even if your's story is the right story after all, tell me. How can I be ok after all the harsh words you gave to me? I can't. The story alone has make me cry. Apetah lagi those harsh words.. No. I cannot tolerate with mean words. I just can't.